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2011-03-31T12:00:00.000+08:00

Omg..almost 1 year I didn't update this blog..so many thing happen in my live..I dun noe how
to begin..haishhh...

But to day I'm not going to write my story yet..this is only da intro..

so peeps have a good day a head..

See u in next update ;)

i wanna my spirit

2010-01-24T18:53:00.002+08:00

quite long i didn't update this blog
actually there is a lot i wanna to share it
but i kinda loss my word
i don't know what happen to me..
feel like my spirit was gone
my self rite now like loss in the island & feel like i don't know what i must to do
nothing in my mind right now
i feel like i wanna crying..i wanna play around..i wanna go holiday
but it impossible rite cos i have responsibility that i must settle it
i must find my spirit no matter what cos it important to me for my future & also my family
i must be strong..i must finish what i start cos in my life doesn't know what is give up mean
i pray to the almighty god to give me a faith and also give me a strength to make sure my family especially my dad& my mom proud to have me as their daughter also make them happy..insyallah

can't wait to meet my AFC

2009-12-05T16:40:00.002+08:00

yeah..finally my AFc dh siap..

so this coming monday i will meet him..

my dad will follow too cos he must to sign all the document before my AFC back to me..

almost 1 month without my AFC..

made me learn ttg kepayahan hidup..

gi mkn+class jln kaki...weekend dok umah je klu xde membe ajak kuar...

nk gi mane2 kne minta tlg membe2..but so far i got frenz yg sgt menolong and yg penting tidak berkira..love them so much...

and one thing i got experience sewa keta..hahha..b4 this mmg xpenah sewa keta..

u know what ade sekali tuuu i mmg xbleh bwk keta sewa langsung cos dia nye maintenance so bad...hahha..

but all of this make i gain the experience that i never got before...

p/s: insyallah, i will make sure no more carelessness+ recklessness...& my AFC will safe with me..amin ..

adventure trip to gua tempurung

2009-11-30T15:57:00.012+08:00

on 29nov2009, we plan to do sumthing that we never do which is adventure activities..so location yg terpilih adalah gua tempurung yg terletak kat gopeng..20min je dr ipoh..yg join ade dlm 11 org including me..dlm kul 10.30 kiteorg gerak n sampai dlm kul 11 la..

INSIDE GUA TEMPURUNG

for sure dlm ni gelap gile n sejuk gak la..so we deside ambek pakage 1st ikot jln air n balik ikot jln darat..so utk jln air..mmg basah lenjun..sbb kene merangkak,,panjat cerun,,kne slide semua..tgn sgt la sakit cos time nk slide n panjat cerun kekuatan tgn mmg diperlukan.. but we have fun..then sampai kt destinasi..kiteorg berehat n mandi2 kt sungai n men game..seriously fun..

AFTER SUCCESSFUL CAVING

we manage to finish it..and 3.30 kiteorg sampai kt kwsan permulaan..clean ourself,,solat..then bertolak balik..perot pn bunyi so kiteorg gi mkn kt mee rebus ramli..we have a lot of fun during this activities..even sgt penat tp mmg best..and now i suffering muscle pain but im not regrat at all as this is my 1st experiance to join caving activity

hanya tinggal kenangan

2009-11-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh bintangku

jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu...

oh kekasih

p/s: lirik lagu ni menyetuh perasaan aku...yer,, pernah ade rase cinta tp kini tinggal kenangan..jauh kau pergi tinggalkn diriku..pernah ade rase rindu tp biarlah ia menjadi kenangan..moga bahagia dgn insan tersayang dan doa kn aku jua bahagia dgn insan yg aku sayangi

nightmare

2009-11-19T15:13:00.000+08:00

tanggal 5 nov 2009, lebey kuang pukul 11.30 mlm..satu kejadian yg xkan aku lupakan..kejadian yg xdisangka berlaku..setelah 4 taun memiliki lesen memandu ini adalah kemalagan yg pertama terjadi dalam hidup ku..keadaan ujan yg renyai2 mungkin adalah faktor penyumbang kejadian ini..sebuah motorsikal dari arah depan telah merempuh kereta ku..hanya sekelip mata..time tuuu aku dgn membe aku, bam nk gi makan.. tapi ini lah yg dikatakan takdir tuhan yg telah tertulis..aku redha..kejadian ini memberi kesan lah gak kt diri aku..2 3 ari gak xdpt tidur,,demam bleh kate trauma gak la..pape pn terima kasih kepada abg iqbal owner d'nangka..dia byk membantu..abang2 n kakak pekerja d'nangka..terima kaseh tak terhingga gak kat bam walaupn dia pn bersama aku dlm keta tuu..dia la semangat aku..terima kasih pada am,shamie,elle,boy,nadia,bee n wina yg menemani aku membuat report dan xjemu tunggu sampai proceding selesai.. dan rakan2 yg lain yg mengambil berat..spt fareza,aidil,mira n pika...thank you so much guys u all the frens in da world..may god bless u all.. alhamdulillah semua nye telah selesai..syukur penungang motorsikal pn xcedera teruk..hanya luka di kaki..syukur gak dlm insurance keta, bpk telah masuk kn name aku sebagai 2nd driver..keta pn skung kt perodua..insyallah akn siap xlame lg..moga selepas ini aku akn lebey berhati2 dan dpt dielakan kn kejadian yg xdiigini seperti ini..

p/s: apa yg berlaku, ada hikmah nye dan ini la takdir Allah s.w.t.. kita sbg hamba nye terima dgn redha dan terus beriman kepadaNya..moga kite semua diberkati oleh Nya yg maha esa..amin

arique zaquan

2009-11-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

my new nephew..Arique Zaquan..
date of birth : 24 sept 2009

sinar syawal 2009

2009-10-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

my family with paklong family

my family but without my nephew&niece

my kakak family
(abg faizal,danish&darwish)

my abang family
(kak farah,nabilah&mak(nenek)

with my frenz-time kakak dayah kawin

beraya umah cikgu raziah-fomer biology teacher

even sudah 3 minggu kte berada dalam bulan syawal & tak terlambat kirenye jike aku mau mengupload picture sewaktu hari raye tempoh hari..walaupn time raye tuuu,,aku dlm study week tp aku rase raye taun ni sgat2 la meriah..seminggu beraya sakan..hehe.. so ni ade la skit sebanyak gambo yg terpilih utk tatapan semua.. =)

p/s: alhamdullillah,,pada 5syawal bersamaan 24sept09..
my sis in law, kak farah selamat bersalin & got baby boy..namenye Arique Zaquan..
i will upload his picture later

tension!!!

2009-09-07T12:23:00.000+08:00

sgt tension skung..
keta langsung xleh start..
dh penat la nk bwk gi bengkel jew
pe masalah nye ni...
arrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggg
dammit

dugaan bulan puase

2009-09-06T17:10:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah dh 16 ramadhan..insyallah..lg 2 minggu umat islam nk menyambut aidilfitri..
dlm bln puase ni..mcm2 benda dh terjadi..cotohnya hp kena curi & baru2 ni lak..keta lak wat hal..xbleh start..gi anto repair kate nye ortinater(xreti eja) yg rosak..ortinater ialah tempat charging bateri.. dh tkr..kene la Rm220..itu pn mintak kurang..masalahnye skung..dh 2 kali anto kedai..ortinater yg baru tuu pn xelok jew..sib bek ade waranty ..ari ni jadi balik..so isnin kene anto lik kt bengkel..so aku pn dh tension..asal la..xelok2 gak..rase nk jerit panggil "bapak..dtg mlk,,keta xelok2 lg!!!" menguji kesabaran btol..semalam lg la...pas abek keta kt bengkel utk kali kedua..gi bazar ramadhan..then nk berbuke..xbleh start plak lik..sib bek ade zaidol..bwk kn jumpper..then pusing2 dkt 4 jam utk chrging bateri lik...ni pg td try start..trus xleh ...hadoiii,,,tension btol la..xtau pe masalhnye..esk kene bawak lik..sgt menguji kesabaran..udah la kene siap kn asgmt+isnin pagi ade midterm criminal procedure...tekanan btol!!!... tp nk wat cam ne ini semua dugaan..moga ttp akn mengharungi di bulan yg mulia ini..moga Allah s.w.t memberikan keringanan..amin

p/s:sib bek aku dikelilingi memb2 yg berhati yg baik dan suke menolong..tq to am(tumpang keta gi bazar)..bam& fareza yg menemani..zaidol yg bwk kn jumpper..shamie&pian serta coursemate yg len..tq semua nye..=)

without N73

2009-09-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

tak terlambat utk aku mengucapkan selamat menyambut kermerdekaan yg ke 52 taun..taun no celebration sbb pose..

31 ogos 2009 jugak la menyebab kan aku hilang hp..huhu..so sad
al-kisah nye bergini..aku lik ipoh nek bas n keta aku tinggal kt bangi(umah bam)..so bile nk lik mlk..mestila aku kne transit kt kl..nk jadi kn citer..tiket bas abis..so aku kene nek train..agak teruja+cuak gak la..yerlah dh 10 taun xnek train..so aku pn berenti kt kl sentral..then mula2 nk nek putra gi masjid jamek then nek LRt ke sg.besi..tp pikir2 bek nek komuter je..trn kt serdang.. so aku pn nek r komuter..time tuuu punye le ramai umat manusia..aku cam berhati2 la pegang beg..takut la gak kn..then dlm komuter tuu membe aku kasi msg..tp aku xreply..tgh sesak kn..hp ade la dlm poket seluar aku..bhg depan belah kanan..bile sampai kt stesen seputeh..tetiba cam jd kelam-kabut..ade sorang minah ni pijak kaki aku..then ade sorang mamat ni cam tarik2 kaki seluar aku..cam heran gak..then mamat tuuu pn trn kt stesen itu..aku tgk2 tiket komuter aku kt lantai..aku pn pelik..sedangkan tiket tuu patut ade dlm poket sme dgn hp aku...aku kutip tiket tuuu...then..raba2 poket...hp aku dh xde...time tuuu rase nk jerit+nangis+geram+marah.. semua ade.. sampai2 je kt serdang trus aku col hp aku...mmg dh xde..maksud nye..org yg ambek tuuu dh offkn.. so dgn sedey nye..nk kasi tau nokia N73 aku dh kene curi..taun ni raye pakai hp lame..
sedey..tp nk wat camne benda nk jadi..redha je la...dh itu ketetuan nye..

p/s: kne simpan duet la nampaknye,,nk beli hp baru..hope raye taun ni masyuk la.. huhu

Ramadhan datang lagi..

2009-08-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

pejam celik..pejam celik..dh bulan ramadhan..bulan yg penuh dengan kemulian..time ni la nk byk kan ibadat..kurangkan mengumpat+bersosial..

so far taun ni biase2 aje.. bz dgn class+asgmt+presentation..yerlah taun ni nye bulan pose..most the time still ade class..so agak penat la gak..huhu..walauape pn kene la mengharungi nye..

by da way taun ini a bit diffrent la gak...klu cam taun lepas..time sahur kne kejut kn "si atok yg cumey" utk bgn sahur but this year not anymore..klu dulu time nk berbuke..mesti ade msg masuk wish"slmt berbuke"..malangnye dh tiade lg mcm tuue..menyesal tuuu xde la..just kdg2 rindu suasana itu..

but what to do people change..life also change so we as a human just follow the flow or takdir yg telah allah tetap kn..everything yg terjadi sure ade hikmah..

by da way i just mish that moment ..missing the good old days..
walauapa pn..bulan ramadhan ttp berjalan n kne la pose
ttp same..xde ape yg berubah..mungkin amalan yg kene ditingkatkan
so sampai disi saje..

wishing u all a great ramadhan..
happy fasting
=)

mish...missing...rindu..rinduan..

2009-08-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

lately ni..rase rindu menjadi2..dun noe y...so many thing that i mish..

mish "him"- mr.JEB47 (sgt2 rindu)

mish sumone in my past - "atok yg cumel"

mish sumone who teach me how to cry..love & hate - "abg syg" (dolu2nye pangilan)

mish my kids life

mish my good old days

sepi tanpa kata

2009-08-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

i was listen a song by aizat which is talentime ost..that song called "pergi"
but there is certain word in dat lyric fascinated me...

" kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia "

wut i quote above it's all about my feeling rite now
dun ask y coz i dun hv any answer

petronas family day 2009

2009-07-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

all about PETRONAS FAMILY DAY 2009
at petronas permata bangi
hope can join it again next year
hv great weekend there & enjoy..special thanks to bam family coz provide the accommodation
hehe

eclipse

2009-06-09T20:12:00.001+08:00

eclipse another squeal of twilight after new moon..
i finally manage to finish this book..so in love with this sequel..
can't wait to see the movie and i think must wait for a long time as the new moon also not in cinema yet and only will be in cinema this nov 09...
seriously crazy with the character edward cullen and bella swan meanwhile in movie this 2 character was role by robbert panttison and kristen stewart...
i will further read the final sequel,, breaking dawn..

filem yang perlu ditonton

2009-06-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

NIGHT IN THE MUSEUM II

SYURGA CINTA

X-MEN WOLVERINE

STAR TREX

HANNA MONTANA THE MOVIE

p/s: already watching all this movie =)

still here

2009-04-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

mAsiH di sInI

Aku masih tak mengerti cebisan hati terukir mengalir
Entah tersentuh tak beralun cuba memayungmu erat di hatiku
Kali ini terang ku pandang rupa wajah yang menjadi idaman
Sudah ku tahu tak ku mampu hanya kata-kata ku perhiasan mu

Aku masih mimpikan mu kerna mainan kasih yang berputik
Mengertilah kata hatiku terbit lahir lubuk kasih yang berkasih
Sedang ku bertepuk satu tangan namun gengaman mu erat padanya
Mahu saja ku melepaskan sisa bisa rasa cinta sebegini

Ku masih disini sampai bila entah mengapa harus lara
Ku masih begini tak bergoyang walau sedetik atas kabutnya jiwa
Ku sandarkan kata doa disusuli satu cerita

Bayangan perasaan ku coretkan satu pengalaman ku lepaskan

song by NISKALA

boys over flowers- meteor garden korean version

2009-03-21T15:29:00.000+08:00

lately ni..sgt teruja dgn citer BOf ni even xabis tyg kt korea lagi..tetap mendapat sambutan meluas..serious citer ni sgt best..even citer ade versi taiwan and jepun..i think the korean version more interesting.. basically this drama about jan Di is an average girl whose family owns a dry-cleaning shop that is located near the luxurious and well-known Shin Hwa College. Jan Di meets the four most richest and spoiled boys when she delivers laundry to the school one day. The boys are known as the F4 and cause trouble to those who speak out against them.

Lee min Ho as Gun JoonPyo in BOF...so in love wit him..his smile..his acting..everything about him...hahahha..actually he gud in his acting as a new comer and recently he was awarded a best new actor in korea..so keep it up Lee Min Ho <3

new moon

2009-03-21T15:14:00.000+08:00

finally i manage to finish the new moon novel which is trilogy from twilight series authored by stephenie meyer..eventhough im quite bz but finally i manage to finish it..and now i can't wait to watch da movie as i like da character of edward cullen & bella swan..they so mean to each other..

hilangkan segalanya

2009-03-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

Sudah cukup hatiku dilukai
sekian lama rasa tak dihargai
sampai bila harus aku menanti
saat indah setelah dikau pergi
inginku hapus semua
rasa mencengkam ini
hanya padamu ku meminta
aku pasrah

hilangkan rasa gundahku
hilangkan rasa dukaku
hilangkanlah segalanya
ku tak ingin sakit lagi

hilangkan kekosonganku
hilangkan keasinganku
hilangkanlah segalanya
ku tak ingin lara lagi

hilangkanlah segalanya

ku menanti saat sinar mentari
ku menanti cahaya dalam hati
inginku gapai bintang yang gemerlapan
agar terang jiwa yang kegelapan
inginku hapus semua
rasa mencengkam ini
hanya padamu ku meminta
aku pasrah

by da way lagu ni dinyanyikan oleh farawahida..
aku rasa..lirik2 lagu ni cam suara ati aku gak la wat masa skung ni
hehehhe..
oleh itu aku mohon pada-Nya utk hilangkan segalanya..
mean hilangkan segala apa yg aku rasa...biarla ia kembalik kepada sedia kala
amin...

hatiku kau luka

2009-03-11T17:00:00.000+08:00

Hatiku kau luka
Musnahlah segala harapan
Kini kau pergi tiada kata
Tinggal aku keseorangan

Semoga engkau akan berbahagia
Di samping orang yang kau puja
Biar aku menanggung derita
Selamat tinggal oh kasih

don't look back

2009-02-12T12:20:00.000+08:00

finally sudah sekian lame berteka-teki,,kini jwpn nye sudah pasti..dia pergi tanpa sebarang kata2..dan mungkin bahagia dgn yg tersyg..akan aku simpan kenangan selama 1 tahun ++ itu..aku percaya setiap yg terjadi ade hikmahnya..kadang2 kte rase hidup ini tidak adil pada kite..hidup ini umpama roda..kdg2 kte diatas n kdg2 kte dibawah..manusia itu hipokrit,,tp ape bleh buat itu semua "chapter of Life"..kte hanya bleh pasrah..cume kdg2 aku pelik,,kenapa manusia itu tegar melukaka hati insan len..aku tidak sedey dgn ape yg terjadi..cume aku agak terkilan dgn cara yg dilakukan..sedangkn aku kerap kali memesan utk berterus terang..tp dianggap aku merepek..tp ternyata itu tidak merepek tp itu la yg terjadi apabila insan itu memilih untuk mendiamkan diri serta tidak berterus-terang dan sebenarnya ia lagi melukakan..aku redha dan aku pasrah..andai ini terbaik utk diriku dan dirinya..biarlah aku membawa diri..moga dirinye bahagia dgn insan yg baru..walaupn kini dikau tiada aku ttp melangkah mengharunginya..melepaskan dikau kekasih dijiwa..semoga kau berbahagia..hati ni walaupn dilukai..namun diri tabah jua menghadapi..dikau pergi tinggalkan aku sendiri dan menyepi sebuah hati..cintai dirinya walaupn ape yg terjadi,,dan ketahui la.."i will not look back!!"

p/s: thanks to my frenz..u all always there beside me..yes!! i believe dat he dun deserve me
i deserve sumone honest wit me..
tq god..u show me the truth..alhamdullilah

GaNtUnG

2009-02-11T12:15:00.000+08:00

ku harus menemui cintaku
mencari tahu hubungan kita
apa masih atau tlah berakhir

kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
maunya apa? ku harus bagaimana?
kasih…

sampai kapan kau gantung cerita cintaku
memberi harapan
hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
dan meninggalkan dirimu

detik-detik waktu pun terbuang

teganya kau menggantung cintaku
bicaralah biar semua pasti

kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
maunya apa? ku harus bagaimana?
kasih…

gantungnya hubungan cintaku
membuatku sakit
hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
dan meninggalkan dirimu

Inkheart

2009-01-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

Mo Folchart possesses a secret ability to bring characters from books to life when he reads them aloud. But when Mo accidentally brings a power-hungry villain from a rare children's fable to life, the villain kidnaps Mo's daughter and demands Mo bring other evil fictional characters to life. In an attempt to rescue his daughter, Mo assembles a disparate group of friends --both real and magic--and embarks...

tagged from julie again~

2009-01-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

1.What if you were the last person on earth. What would you do?
~why me!!!..mmg x r..buhsan kot..sedey gile..but in da same time bersyukur kot,,bleh wat amal byk2..but impossible la..xnk aku dok sesorg!!

2. What would you do if you have only 24 hours to live and you can do anything in the whole world?
~ buat amal byk2..n akan pasti kn family aku dlm keadaan baik

3. Name 5 people you will take with you to anywhere you go. Where? Why? (family counts as 1)
~ family; br best jln2 dgn family..cos they was everything!!
~ my future husband..haha..mesti la..xkn nk tinggal suami kot
~ anak-anak(bila dh ade la)
~ all my best budies- beronggeng bersama
~ dah xtau sape dh...sape2 yg nk ikot la..hahhah

4. 3 reasons you have a blog?
~ like diary cos kdg2 malas nk tulis..suke type je..haha
~ sama mcm azwin n julie; medium of expressing my feelings
~ sbb kdg2 malas nk citer kn membe2 masalh yg melanda..kt sini..suke ati la nk tulis ape..hehe

5. 2 ways you would change the world.
~ peace no war
~ belia benci dadah, rokok, clubbing, arak

~ 6. Name your 1st friend.
~ byk la..cos berperingkt2..
~tadika:zulfa
~sek ren:ayied
~sek men: marziana
~ buat amal
~MMU: bam

7. What's your worst nightmare?
~ ntah xingat..yerlah mimpi kn mainan tido

8. Describe you.
~ simple, down to earth, friendly, byk ckp kot..nak tau tanye le membe2 aku..isk2

9. Describe your style.
~ simple,,kdg2 ikot mood..hahah..sampai kdg2 bam ckp "asal ko selekh ari ni" makne nye ade la yg xkene tuuu..haha

10. Are you a bully?
~ xkuase aku...byk keje len lg..tp klu buli adik aku, adelah tp kdg2 aku yg kne buli..isk2

11. TAG 4 people.Who?
~ julie balik
~ awin yg tagged julie dulu
~bam
~ezaz

Hisdustan movie: RAB NE BANA DE JODI

2009-01-23T20:04:00.000+08:00

this is what happened to Surinder Sahni - a simple, clean hearted, honest man working for Punjab Power, leading a humdrum life, when he meets his total opposite and finds love in the flamboyant, fun-loving, vivacious - Taani for whom the whole world is her canvas and she paints her own life with the colours of rainbow all until unforeseen circumstances changes it all and brings them together.

p/s: klu xsilap maksud citer ni "jodoh yg ditentukan oleh tuhan"..
citer ni best giler..angau tgk SRK dlm ni..he so different..stylo..funny..lagu2 dlm citer ni pn best sgt...mesti tgk citer ni..xrugi..believe me =)

Bedtime story

2009-01-23T19:58:00.001+08:00

Skeeter Bronson is a hotel handyman whose life is changed forever when the bedtime stories he tells his niece and nephew start to mysteriously come true. He attempts to take advantage of the phenomenon, incorporating his own aspirations into one outlandish tale after another, but it's the kids' unexpected contributions that turn Skeeter's life upside down, such as when his niece says that he will die.

p/s: it was fun movie..enjoy it n kan best klu jadi betul2 in real life..ahah..but it impossible
name pn fantasie movie..haha

sadness

2008-12-28T18:16:00.000+08:00

tanggal 24 disember 2008..bapak ku dimasukan ke Hospital Pantai Putri Ipoh,, risau sgt,,yer la,,seminggu sebelum dia di masukkn ke hospital,,bapak sgt la bz utk projek permulihan kilang..xpernah lekat kt umah..turun nek Kl n Kedah..sian sgt..cr duet utk kitaorg..sedey sgt..then tetiba dia masuk hospital..doc kate darah nek..may be sbb stress..riso sgt..mama xpenat menemani bapak kt sane..aku n adik beradik yg len xjemu melawat..i luv so much dad..sedey sgt bile tgk dia xbermaya di atas katil..but we'all adik beradik ttp senyum utk buat dia kuat..xtahu la ape akn terjadi pada kitaorg klu bapak xde..he's everything for me..dat time br aku sedar,,aku ni degil..selalu xdgr kate..tp bapak xpenah penat pn nk memenuhi kehendak aku..aku bersyukur sgt..moga dia dipanjang kn umur..sihat sentiasa dan aku berjanji tidak akn kecewa kan dia..insyallah..

p/s: i love so much bapak..u everything to me..i dun noe what happen to me if sumthing happen to you..i will make u proud of me..dis my promise..u r da great father in dis world
get well soon

brainScan: Aku dan Topi ajaib

2008-12-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

haha..mesti xcaye kn kte tgk citer ni...percaya la wahai semua..actually xrancg pn nk tgk citer ni..kuar pn all da sudden je..men gamble..nk tgk bedtime story tp wa2 nye lmbt le sgt..so rembat je tgk citer ni..bayangkn nk beli tiket pn segan2..haha..pk punye lame tuu..tp dh alang2 sampai,,tgk je lah kn...ramai gak yg tgk..byk bawak family...tp jgn xcaye..citer kelako giler..pecah perot dibuat nye..men ok la utk gelak ketawa..nk happy2..tgk citer ni..sgt kelako..plg menghidup kn citer ni Zul Yahya dgn Mek ni la..diorg mmg kelako..serious...so gi la tgk..walaupn segan mau beli tiket..hahah

p/s: patot beri kredit kn Zul Yahya & Mek..kelako giler

the day the earth stood still

2008-12-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

this movie about an Aliens land on Earth with a message for all humans: live in peace or be destroyed.

p/s: penuh dgn msg..dlm citer ni bleh nampak ke"ego'an manusia..konon2 nye berkuasa..konon2 nye ade peralatan morden...xmendengar pendapat org....
manusia yg xsedar yg mane mereka lah punca pada kehancuran bumi..
tp tidak semua begitu..

los & faun

2008-12-20T19:33:00.000+08:00

Los and Faun are two childhood friends who come to Kuala Lumpur to make a living.
Together they have a gift to help people find their misplaced belongings.
They soon become well-recognised and are seen on TV.
Jasmin quickly contacts them to help locate her late husband, Tuan Soffar's expensive watch. Faun tries to locate the whereabouts of the watch, but finds that his powers are strangely affected by Jasmine's presence.

p/s: citer ni walaupn xlogic cos cari jam yg harga sampai puluh2 juta..tp quality citer bermutu..
lawak dia pn bermutu..len dari yg len..xmcam lawak filem prof.A.Razak Mohaidin..
lawak basi..citer ni mmg kelako..xrugi gi tonton

hari raya aidiladha@ hari raya korban

2008-12-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

tanggal 8 dis 08 bersamaan dgn hari isnin seluruh umat islam menyambut hari raya aidiladha iaitu 1 lagi hari kemenangan yang disambut oleh umat islam selain drp hari raya hari raya aidiladha..
selalu nye org xkn meriahkn sgt aidiladha ni but not for me,my family and also my frenz..kitaorg memeriahkan sambutan ni..hidangan wajib wa2 ri raye ttp ade..ketupat,nasi impit,lemang,rendang,,kuah kacang n kuah lodeh..tradisi takbir raye rumah ke rumah ttp ayah aku laksanakan pada malam raya. di pagi raya plak..tradisi menziarahi kubur n sanak saudara juga dipraktik kn..begitu gak aku dgn membe2 yg len..bermula dgn rumah nana,,kemudian ke rumah aku,,tidak berenti disitu,,menziarah pula rumuh murni,,umah nadia..fatin n juga dayah.. mcm hari raya aidilfitri kami lakukan..mmg ari tuuu sgt penat+kenyang+best..kesimpulan nye disini walau apa sekali pn perayaan yg perlu di sambut oleh umat islam..mesti la kte agung2kn dan dijunjung tp biarlah dlm keadaan sederhanan tetapi meriah..cos islam sendiri tidak suka akan pembaziran..

destinasiku

2008-12-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

rindumu lagi seperti semalam
kerinduan padamu tak pernah berkurang
bayangmu selalu muncul dalam hatiku
semakin aku meneka, semakin aku menangis
biarpun mengesat air mata yg mengalir
ingatan dulu asyik bermain dan muncul dalam fikiran
buat aku tak berhenti-henti menangis
pernah belajar banyak perkataan daripadamu
kini kita makin jauh dan mungkin ko melupakan ku
tapi ape kan daya,,aku hanye berserah
tuhan berikan kekuatan pada diriku ini
tunjuk kan jalan yang mana perlu ku tuju
agar aku tau destinasiku

hari terakhir bersama nass

2008-12-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

bersama nass (sebelahku),, kak wan (dpnku) n kak ina (dpn nass)

nass,,me,,kak ina n kak ika

kesengalan kami

haha..xsempat mau possing..

actually, ni pic kitaorg ambek wa2 ari last nass berkerja kt KAMARUL HAKIMI ANSOR & PARTNERS
tahniah utk nass cos dpt jwtn assitant excutive kt Agro Bank
n tq gak cos nass byk ajr erin..
walaupn erin br 2 bulan kt sane..tp rase cam dh rapat..
will missed u..
take care n gud luck

twilight

2008-11-29T01:34:00.000+08:00

twilight..a movie about human fall in love with vampire.. sound impossible rite.. this kind like fantasies movie but seriously i fall in love with this movie..this movie so sweet.. so romantic.. and i want vampire as my bf..hahaha...sound funny rite?? b4 this i dun noe about this movie n i dun hv any intention to watch dis movie but my fren persuade me to accompany her..just follow..but now.. i relize i'm wrong..i fall in love with this movie..beside location that they shoot this movie so beautiful.. so i suggest,, who like fantasies movie n romantic do wacth dis movie

untukmu selamanya

2008-11-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

Tak pernah aku mengerti
Apa yang kini kurasakan
Kegelisahan hatiku saat ini
Ku masih merindukanmu…
Walaupun kini ku t’lah bersamanya
Tak pernah mampu kucoba lupakanmu…
Sungguh tak bisa…
Ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya
Sungguh tak sanggup…
Aku berpaling dari… mu…
Sungguh tak bisa…
Ku mencintainya ‘tuk melupakanmu
Sungguh tak sanggup…
Aku berpindah dari hatimu…

cinta dalam hati

2008-11-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdir ku,
mengagumi tanpa dicintai,
tak mengapa bagi ku,
asal kau pun bahagia,
dalam hidup mu,
dalam hidup mu.

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu,
menunggu hati mu, menyambut diri ku,
tak mengapa bagi ku,
mencintai mu pun adalah bahagia untuk ku,
bahagia untuk ku.

Ku ingin kau tahu,
diri ku disini,
menanti diri mu,
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktu ku,
dan berharap,
rasa ini ‘kan abadi untuk selamanya.
Dan izinkan aku,
memeluk diri mu,
kali ini saja,
‘tuk ucapkan s’lamat tinggal untuk s’lamanya,

dan biarkan, rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

i don't give a damn!!!!!

2008-11-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

shitt!!!
it's seem 2nd time that happen to me!!
the same reason and the same truth i found..
i dun want to be fool anymore!!!
wut kind of game u want to play with me???
i had told many time.. be honest n tell the truth
but u always said that i nag to u!!!
i tried to be understand person..i tried to be patient
but now..wut i get??
i'm so tired to think...
if this the end and u want play this game wit me..go a head!!!
as ur wish!!! and I DON'T GIVE A DAMNNN!!!!!!!!

13 november 2008

2008-11-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

tanpa di paksa,,ikhlas dari hati si dia,,tq si lesung pipit
ceria setelah di paksa..haha
posing selepas makan..muka kenyang si lesung pipit
kamo men game sy possing di belakang
si lesung pipit semangat bermain game
pas men pool..muka berpeloh-peloh

sangat happy hari ni..cos dpt jumpe si lesung pipit...dh sebulan xjumpe..akhirnye jumpa gak..actually x di plan pn..all da sudden je.. kebetulan lik malaka jap..on da way nk lik ipoh tuuu singgah jumpe dia kt srmbn..walaupn just 3 hour je but cukup berbaloi... happy dpt men pool dgn dia..men game n makan pizza bersama..tq 4 everything..tq for acompany me..tq cos penuhi kehendak sy..men pool n makan pizza..tq..tq.. n happy sgt2.. i will mish u si lesung pipit

tagged from julie

2008-11-13T20:02:00.000+08:00

ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
- nanges puas2 then said gudbye
TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- i want to succeed in my study,world and hereafter, i want my father also succeed in his bisness.

THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
- erm,,xterpikir lagi

FOUR.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
- shopping,,travel,,kumpul harta,,simpan n kasi my dad to help his business n byr utang cos byr i nye fees study.

FIVE.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
- tak kot.. not my prinsip but klu dh jodoh mmg xbleh wat pe..

SIX.
Which do you think more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- both

SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- depends on faith,, if i found sumone better,,which is he luv me,,understand me,, why not

EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- kasi porak peranda diorgnye relationship...hahahaha...ade aku kesah!!!

NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- actor la kot..

TEN.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
- klu bleh di contact lg,,,jemput je la..tuu pn klu sudi..ape ade hal

ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
-perhaps a lawyer, a good wife as well a good mother.

TWELVE.
What's your greatest fear?
- loss my family,,my opah.

THIRTEEN.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- baik,,degil n sumtime unpredictable..hahaha

FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- can i choose married and rich?? haha

FIFTEEN.
What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- disebab kn tgh practikal bgn terus mandi la..mau gi keje

SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
- i will give my heart not physically.

SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- the best man win

EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- memafkn org sifat yg mulia dan dituntut malah boleh menjadi motivasi pada diri..tp untuk melupakan tuuu xkot..biar segar di ingatan agar menjadi peringatan.

NINETEEN.
Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
-ntah la.. dua2 ade kelebihan

TWENTY. List 5 people to tag
1.julie balik..hahaha..
2. awin..
3.bam
4.
5.

hari-hari ku di opis

2008-11-12T08:53:00.000+08:00

alamak...banyak nye keje..adoiii

tekun membuat keje..pekeje dedikasi

kesengalan menjadi-jadi apabila keje bertimbun

keje n keje..sale n purchase agreement!!

banyak nye file..nk start yg mane dulu??

mejaku penuh dgn file...

hurm...dh lame x meng"update" blog ni..terlalu bz n penat..so skung br la ade mase.. pic2 kt atas tuuu adlah hari-hari ku di opis..pic yg sengal..haha..ok la..akn berjumpa di len hari..

first day...

2008-10-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

20 oct 2008...
tepat pukul 9 pg masa yg ditunggu2 telah tiba...
menjejak kn kaki di firma guaman kamarul hakimi ansor & partners..
perasaan sgt la cuak..berkenalan dgn nass and kak wan..mereka org pertama aku jumpe..then..wujud lak kak ika n kak ina..kemudia en.hakimi dan en kamarul...lawyer yh incharge aku xkelihatan..en.ansor..jam telah pn pukul 10.30 akhirnye aku dipanggil masuk ke bilik en.hakimi.
."en ansor xmasuk lg..may be lambt"..name awk sape".. "azuren"...
bersembang sekejap then ade client dtg mau jumpe en.hakimi..
duduk kembali di luar..akhirnye dalam pukul 11 br ade keje...
wat convenying- stamping,cop tarikh,isi borang stamping- then taip form 16i dr NLC...lunch mkn roti n coklat je..cos xde selera...aku baru tau firm ni byk wat convenying...huhu..dh le xminat land law..tp kene dealt dgn land law lak...adoiii...kul 4 br en ansor masuk opis...di interview sekali lagi...kne buli pn ade..haha..sabar je la..then kne wat filing semak status file...akhirnye kul 5 menjelma..wah..bersukur gile...bleh balik...jujur dari hati..sgt la sedey cos xminat conveying...rase tawar hati mau gi keje esk,,,tp akn ku cube harungi nye jua..
sampai di umah br le terasa sgt letih walaupn xbanyak keje..huhu..

p/s: moga hari esok dipermudahkan dan akan lebih ikhlas lagi
insyallah...
amin

selesai sudah...

2008-10-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

akhirnye...
tepat pukul 12 tgh hari td..18 oct 2008 tamat la sudah satu penyeksaan... iaitu final exam..
dgn semangat yg membara terus pulang ke ipoh...
but sebelom tuuu sempat beraya kt umah fareza,kt seremban...
then tepat kul 4.30 bertolak dr seremban menuju destinasi yg sebenar...ipoh
dan tepat pukul 7 malam..aku selamat sampai ke rumah tercinta..
happy sgt..tp penat hanye tuhan je la yg tau..mane x nye..tido xcukup..
semalam just tido 3 jam je..kul 5 pg dh bgn study..huhu..drive td sgt le lelong..
bahaye betul..but sib bek selamat gak sampai..
erm,,dis monday dh start legal attachment...
so sgt la berdebar-debar..hope everything will be find... berjalan lancar n dipermudahkan..
dan moga semua org di legal firm tuu baik2 belaka..
amin..

will be missing u melacca

2008-10-17T10:48:00.000+08:00

eyes on Malacca

night in Malacca

tomorrow my last paper 4 my final exam 1st sem 3rd year...
and tomorrow also i will go back to my hometown n do my legal attachment there which mean i will not around Malacca until February...
i will mish Malacca very much...
almost 3 year I'm here ,starting june 2005...
can said melacca like my 2nd home..
even sumtime i was nag about how difficult to find store that me n my freanz wanted to eat,, how borring melacca is...how hot melacca is and ect..start tomorrow i think i will mish melacca and my frenz as well cos we all eat together,,laugh together,,,cries together,,,learn together,,, go to class together,,,gosip together...
all of this i will mish..

cintaku

2008-10-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

Cinta Ku
by
erry putra

Andai...
Kau masih ingin jua
Memilih aku untuk...Mu..

Oh..Andai..
Kau masih ingin jua
Memilih hati
akan ku setia...

Sampai nanti ku menunggu

Telah kau tahu...
Cinta ku..
hanya lah untuk mu..
Selama.. hayat ku..Wooo

Hanya padamu
Kasihku..
Segalanya untukmu
Hanya kau sayangku..Woo ooo

Sejak mula ku temukan hati mu wooooo
Cintaku...

Telah kau tahu...
Cinta ku..
hanya lah untuk mu..
Selama.. hayat ku..Wooo

Hanya padamu
Kasihku..
Segalanya untukmu
Hanya kau sayangku..Woo ooo

one more paper...

2008-10-15T14:11:00.000+08:00

1st:LAW&IT,2nd:LAND LAW,3rd:COMPANY LAW,
4th:EQUITY&TRUST

erm...
alhamdullilah...
2nd last paper,,,equity&trust telah selamat aku harungi.. berbebekalkn ilmu yg di ajar & ulangkaji ku yg xterhingga...aku dapat menjawab soklan exam dgn tenang,,,tapi betul atau salah jawapan nye,,,ituu aku xtau..dh buat uh terbaek..walaupn tetiba terlupa bawak id card...sib bek still bleh ambek exam,,,ganti dgn ic..cuak sekajap td..skung...tinggal 1 paper l, public international law, 18 oct 2008 9pm-12pm...then akn terus lik ipoh cos 20 oct 2008 dh start practical...no holiday..huk..huk.. T_T...tp problem nye skung last paper la yg akn membuat kn lagi malas mau study cos pale dh ingat mau balik...
aku harap aku dpt melalui dugaan ituu...4 paper dh aku lalui.. ni kn pulak paper terakhir...jadi aku xbleh berputus asa.. akn ku berjuang hingga ke titisan dakwan pen yg terakhir..
insyallah...
amin

study,,,study...study...

2008-10-14T09:22:00.000+08:00

hurm,,,wut can i said... aku ader 2 paper lagi 4 my final exam...which is equity&trust law and another one.. public international law.. and tommorow my equity paper...rase nye macam dh xsanggup nk ambek exam...otak ni macm dh jammed but wutever pn aku still kene study gak,,,arghh...tension nye...dun noe y,,,dis sem sgt2 la mencabar dr segi assgmt nye..,presentation...soklan midterm n ofcouse final exam la.... rase nye waktu exam ni aku byk gile ambek caffein ...klu ade test caffein dlm badan,,,sure aku nye kuantiti caffein byk giler...mane x nye...bgn pagi utk study dh minum nescafe,,,xnk kasi ngantok la kn..huhuhu..can consider cam setiap hari aku ambik caffein...huhuhu... oleh itu...utk abes kn exam ni...jawapan nye aku kene study...study...study.. walaupn otak dh jammed...
chaiyok2

p/s: ya Allah ya tuhan ku,, ko berila kekuatan pada ku untuk mengharungi duagaan exam didunia ini...ko permudahankan la nye..ko beri la ingatan yg kuat pada ku.. amin

tamat la sudah azab land law 1

2008-10-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

2nd paper was done...which is land law BDL3614...
paper yg sgt membuat ku xlalu makan,, xlena tido,,give up..wanna cries ...
sebelum masuk main hall td dh pk mau ambek mc.. nanti gi 1st attempt je...
but bile teringat kate2 si lessung pipit...
"when u read,,u will know how to do,,besides u dh study...i believe in u"....
so aku kuat kn semangat..
melangkah dgn penuh harapan dan tawakal ilmu yg aku study menjadi bekalan..
aku redha...alhamdullilah aku lalui nye...
cume betul @ salah jawapannya, aku tidak tau...
aku sudah cube yg terbaek.. tq to all my frenz.... ur support made me strong...
ucapan terima kaseh xterhingga utk si lesung pipit ku...
yg xhenti2 beri semangat..layan aku menangis..teman aku study sampai lewat malam walaupn dia penat+mengantok..
sedia menalifon ku...pagi2 kejut utk study...
wish gud luck sebelom gi exam...tanye khabo seleps exam....
tq so much my cayunk...tq 4 always be by my side...
u made me strong n think twice...
tq so much...
a lot of love 4 u..

final exam oh final exam...

2008-10-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

BLT3614 LaW & INFORMAtion TEchnoLoGy 1 3 08/10/2008 ACR1001 9am

1 paper was done...4 paper more to go...
by da way sgt la ssh paper td...ntah la..aku pn xtau nk kate pe...
aku just buat je..udah le xcukup mase..
hadoi...pening2...hope ms Manique baik hati la...kasi aku pass..
malas betul mau ambek supp paper..tuuu pn klu bleh ambek supp...
buat nye carrymafk aku below 25 xker masak tuuu...
adoiii pening...
erm,,,malas mau pk dh..benda dh lepas..
.mau focus land law plak pas ni...
tuu lagi 1 pening pale...
wargg...
tension nye...
ya Allah,, berilah hamba mu ni kekuatan utk tempuhan dugaan yg diberi
terangkan la hati hamba mu ini agar aku dpt menjawab dgn lancar
amin..

5 october 2008

2008-10-06T14:04:00.000+08:00

berposing di dlm keta bersama si lesung pipit

pose comey dr si lesung pipit

Tanggal 5 october 2008 tepat jam 1.30 tengah hari,
akhir nya penantian selama 6 bulan tidak sia-sia... si lesung pipit ku temui...
happy xterkate...destinasi pertama..mambau,srbn..
kemudian bergerak ke jayajusco sermban...
berkaraoke..bergelak-ketawa..makan bersama...
walaupn masa sgt terhad tp cukup utk aku melepas kn kerinduan...
akhirnya doa ku termakbul...
alhamdualillah

raye...final exam...legal attachment

2008-09-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

25 ramadhan...
tepat pukul 2.o5 tgh hari
aku telah sampai ke kpg halaman yg tercinta di ipoh..
penat sungguh perjalanan..
sedar xsedar lagi 5 hari umat islam nk menyambut syawal..
tp aku xde rase pn nak raye cos taun ni ekonomi sgt la meleset,,
dgn final exam lagi then legal attachment lak..
so dis year aku beraya dgn buku..
org balik kpg bwk buah tangan tp aku bawak balik buku & note yg sebeban...
huhuh..dh nasib ape nak buat..
hope aku pass semua pada exam kali ni...
amin..

happy

2008-09-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

yeah,,,
finally dpt gak dgr sore si buchuk..terubat rasenye windu...
walaupun hp si buchuk xok lg but dia guna 2nd hp...happy..happy..
erm,,2morow mama n bapak sampai mlk...so dis thurday dh bleh balik ipoh...
warg,,,seronok nye..bleh makan masakn mak,,,
jumpe kakak+ abg faizal,,abg + kak farah ,,adik,, bilah,,danish n darwish...
but xbleh happy sgt cos kne study...chaiyok2!!!...
by da way semalam gi buke pose kt Le Garden, dataran Pahlawan , melaka.
mkn buffe rm28.80..ok la..
worth it gak..makanan pn sedap..
sgt la kenyang semalam..
huhuhu...

lonely

2008-09-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

hurm...
i feel lonely
without your voice..
without your joke...
without your laugh ...

p/s: hope ur hand phone will be use soon as possible

dugaan

2008-09-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

huhuh...
hp si buchuk sy rosak...
uwarg...sedey nye xbleh nk dgr sore dia... nk msg pn xbleh..
hope hp tuuu cepat sembuh..
by da way sgt kesian kt dia lately ni..byk gile kuar duet..
dompet hilang..dh kena wat ic baru=rm200, lesen=rm30, ATm card..
cian nye..almost rm300 dia kene spend..padahal dia simpan duet tuu 4 shopping raye..
ni plak,,hp dia rosak..sungguh byk dugaan..
erm,,,itulah dinamakan lumrah kehidupan..

p/s:mungkin ade hikmah di sebalik ape yg terjadi,, oleh itu, redha aja atas ape yg terjadi
mungkin kebaikan akan menanti,,,insyallah..
moga ari ini akan lebih baik dari ari semalam...amin...
insyallah

kebimbangan

2008-09-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

hurm..
dis sem sgt la menakot kn...so far yg boleh di bangga kn dgn markah midterm cume lah subject equity and trust law...yg len tuuu so so je..but paling disappointed subject land law..aku fail n markah ku sgt la teruk...ingat nk drop je subject tuuu but xleh drop cos dh due date..nk xnk aku kne ambik gak paper tuuu...dh penat pikir dh..tambah2 dgn lecturer yg mmg suka fail kn org,,,aku dh mcm give up...tp aku tau aku xbleh give up demi bapak n mama..aku akn cube...tp serious aku takot sgt dgn subject tuuu...dh sah2 klu aku fail final aku xbleh ambik supp cos course work aku above 25..huhuh...sgt teruk..serious i wanna die..
but sib bek iman ni kuat.. aku akn cube struggle n tawakal ...
only god can help me..and i believe on that..
allah maha mendengar..
ku panjat kn doa ke hadrat mu ya-Allah..bantu la hamba mu ini...
amin..

ku ingin kamu

2008-09-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

Demi semua yang aku jalani bersamamu
Kuingin engkau jadi milikku
kuingin kau disampingku
Tanpa dirimu ku hanya manusia tanpa cinta
Dan hanya dirimu yang bisa
Membawa surga dalam hatiku
ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
Aku akan mencintaimu
Menjagamu selama hidupku
Dan aku kan berjanji
Hanya kaulah yang kusayangi
Ku akan setia disini
Menemani…
sentuhanmu
Bagaikan tangan sang dewi cinta
Yang berhiaskan bunga asmara
Dan membuatku tak kuasa
Di setiap arung gerak
Tersimpan di hati kecilku
Bahawa dirimu terindah untukku
Selama ku masih bisa bertahan
Selama ku masih bisa bernafas
Selama Tuhan masih mengizinkan
Kuingin selalu menjagamu

wrong assumption

2008-09-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha..
once again i made a wrong assumption...
2 la masalah klu terlalu paranoid sgt..kn dh tersalah anggap...
xpasal2 sedey sorang2..haha..kelakar la...erm,,,bila la bleh buang tabiat meragui org ni...teruk betul.. xpasal2 miserable..huhuhuh.. tuu la padahnya suka pikir bukan2..isk2..ntah bila la nk berubah..suka sgt berfikiran negative..huhuhu.. erm,,,
hope pas ni everything will be fine...
come...come..come happiness and go go go away sadness..
hehehe..

jebat

2008-09-07T15:13:00.000+08:00

dun know why
...bila ade problem..mesti ingat kt dia..
jebat yg berada jauh nun di perantauan..
mish u so much,, jebat..
may be dh terbiase dia selalu muncul bila aku ade masalah...he always made me happy and smile wit his joke..
event xpernah bersua.... tu xmenjadi penghalang hubungan kami..mane x nye dh 2 taun aku kenal dia... serious mish him so much..
i will pray that one day we will meet..
insyallah..

isn't the end???

2008-09-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

hurm...
isn't the end??? tired to think..
if let say,,, it was the end...please made in proper way... i will accept it..
don't silent like this... u made me crazy to think and my life miserable
but from deep in side of my heart..
i don't want to end it!!!

why@ kenapa???

2008-09-06T04:34:00.000+08:00

....why so difficult to understand my heart??...
susah sgt ke nk memahami aku???
i just made a simple request...
ssh sgt ke??
why..why...why..
so disappointed
huhu

malas...malas...malas...

2008-09-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

arhgggg...
kemalasan sedang melanda diri.. teruk nye perangai...huhuhu..
padahal byk wa2 terluang.. bleh je study utk final exam,,tp dok senang- lenang je...
oohh tidak... wut happen to me.. why i so lazy this sem... mcm mane nk score ni...
adoii..teruk betul...
makin lame makin menjadi-jadi perangai malas ni...
agak nye ade x tips utk xmalas??
huhuhu..

finally

2008-09-03T15:23:00.000+08:00

finaly,,setelah 5 jam perjalanan akhirnya sampai gak kt melaka..
huhuh..pas ni..kembali kesedia kala...iaitu...gi class..wat assignment...wat presentation..and makan nasi bungkus...huhuh...buhsah nye!!! but wut to do..kena la harungi nye gak... cukup selama 5 hari dh rest...so it's time to study!!! ...no more malas2..

p/s: finally si lesung pipit call me..so bleh kate my assumption 2 merepek..perasaan je yg suka pikir bukan2...please go away that feeling =]

why i have dis feeling..

2008-09-02T20:02:00.000+08:00

dun know y,,,i have dis feeling,,,
1st: rase cam dh jauh dgn dia...
2nd: i wanted to see sumone in my past,,which mean si mangkuk ayun tuuu la(r3^^y)

berbalik pade 1st feeling tuu,,aku selalu rase cam tuu bila si dia balik kpg...dun know y..and selalu ade rs doubt kt dia..mesti xnk percaya..cam ne yek nk buang perasaan tuuu??...yerlah..org kate dlm relationship kepercayaan tuu penting...klu dh xde kepercayaan tuuu yg jadi kacau-bilau...then mesti rase yg dia mesti xakn ingt kt aku bila dia kt sane...actually xnk pikir benda2 cam tuu..kadang tuu cume perasaan je but i cant stop thinking that he will cheat on me or hv sumone else..huhuhu...dont now y got this feeling...huhu...may b aku terlalu fobia dgn experience yg dh lepas..huhu..oh god..please help me..show me the right way...amin

for da 2nd feeling lak...can say mcm aku ni xleh lupa kn dia lak..tp nk ikot kn aku xnk pun dgn dia..but aku cam ade agenda lain dat y aku nk jumpe dia.. saje nk tunjukn yg aku bleh hidup tanpa dia n i have a better life then him..but membe2 aku semua kate xyah jumpe dia..ntah la...aku rase dgn cr ni...aku bleh delete terus ingatan aku kt dia..mungkin cara org lain berbeza dgn aku..aku xtau nape aku yakin,,klu aku jumpe dia,,aku akn rase lega n ingatan aku bersama dia akn terhapus keseluruhan nya..tambah pula,,aku suka nk tgk muka org yg rase serba salah ni...aku xmintak pn dia minta maap kt aku..yerlah kate ego...tp aku mmg terasa nk jumpe dia..lagi pn aku rase dia mcm dh berubah sgt..tp ape yg aku bleh wat.. tu hidup dia,,aku xde kene mengena pn dgn hidup dia..skung ni aku just pikir pasal hidup aku je..
so oleh itu,,, aku nk jumpe dia utk membuang sisa2 memori aku dgn dia supaya aku bleh hidup dgn aman n tenteram..

RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK

2008-09-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

1 September telah menjelma,,maka dgn rasmi la telah masuk 1 ramadhan...dimana umat islam seluruh dunia mengerjakan ibadah berpuasa... ada sedikit ungkapan2 puitis disini...

"jika semua harta adalah racun, maka zakatlah penawarnya..

jika kesalahan umur adalah dosa, maka taubatlah ubatnya dan
jika sepuluh bulan adalah noda maka ramadhan lah pemutihnya dan
doa la agar kte sebagai umat islam berubah menjadi hamba Allah yang lebey baik"

pantun:

syaaban pergi tidak terasa
ingatan murni pada yang ada
bersihkan jiwa sabar berpuasa
ramadhan membawa pahala berganda

selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak,, moga di bulan ini kte dpat mengerjakan ibadah puase dgan penuh ketaatan dan juga tawaduq...
isyAllah...amin

merdeka vs puasa

2008-08-29T19:08:00.000+08:00

hurm..
lagi 1 hari masuk 31 ogos..iaitu ulang taun kemerdekaan ke 51...but this year xrase langsung kemeriahan nya...don't know why...but seriously xde rase kemeriahan nya..cam suram je..bendera pn xbyk...pendek kate mmg xrase la nak sambut merdeka,,,different gile dgn taun lepas..may be tuuu gak menjadi satu faktor cos last year,,sambutan utk kemerdekaan sgt la di buat besar-besaran..yerlah kate ke 5o taun..jubli emas..so taun ni may be dh jadi suram...xpn da second faktor cos 1 september tuuu dh pose,,,so org cam xsemangat sgt n byk pk pasal pesiapan nk sambut ramadhan and may be satu lagi faktor penyumbangnya ,, keadaan politik yg tak menentu kt malaysia ni...ermm..ntah la..klu sebut pasal politik..xtau nk komen ape...macam2 yg terjadi..macam2 yg luar biase terjadi...i mean..benda yd xnormal terjadi..arus perdana yg pro-kerajaan,,,sampai kadang2 tu rase,,mcm media xfreedom plak...dengan isu sumpah yang berleluasa...sampai byk gile org dh bersumpah skung ni...rase nya,,,sumpah tuuu dh di main2 kn..bkn ke ade org selalu pesan
"jangan main dgn sumpah,,berdosa..nanti makan diri"..
tapi rase nya skung org xheran dgn ungkapan tuuu kot...tuu yg semua bermain dgn sumpah...ntahla...xnk comment lebey2... lambat laun kebenaran akan terbongkar gak..
ape yg penting skung...mari la siap kn diri untuk menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak...semoga taun ini..banyak memberi 1001 erti dan keberkatan dalam kte menjalani ibadah puase... marilah kte sama2 mengerjakan nya dgn penuh kesabaran dan tawaduq..
insyallah..amin

harapan tinggal harapan

2008-08-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

hurm,,,,
harapan utk jumpe si lesung pipit hanya la tinggal harapan..
why i said so.. cos every time we all planing nk jumpe mesti xjadi..
so sgt la pasrah..ingat dpt r jumpe dia b4 pose ni..
but da answer also same..cancel...
hope sgt dpt jumpe dia b4 lik ipoh 4 pratikal or b4 raye
tapi ntah la...xberani nk kate..he busy wit his work..so wut can i said..
hanya bleh pasrah je..n tunggu,,,tunggu...tunggu n tunggu
seriously from inside of my heart i really2 mish him
just give me 4 or 5 hour to spend wit him..it is quite enough...
but the issue here...can i get it???
may be da best answer is waiting
and i hope i will not tired 4 all of dis

need a break

2008-08-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

wah~ midterm exam dh abis..
sgt la tension...dis sem soklan semua nye "sgt lah best"
huhuhuh...
mau rehat...mau beronggeng..mau shopping..mau holiday..
mau gi oldtown white coffee.. mau jumpe si lesung pipit....
mau balik umah...mau cheese cake..mau kurus

bernafas pada udara yang sama

2008-08-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

so happy cos si lesung pipit tetiba jadi ade keje kt mlk..
bukan sehari or seminggu but sebulan..
xsabar nye nk kuar dgn dia..windu kot.. almost 4 month xjumpe dia
i want to spend a day wit him...want to see his smile,,his joke,,hear his voice..touch his hair..
oh god...damn mish him
xsangka we all menghirup udara yg same...berdiri di negeri yg same..mandi menggunakn aliran air yg same (syarikat air melaka)..
hope dpt jumpe dia secepat mungkin
insyallah

wut a busy semester

2008-08-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

3rd year
subject is really2 tough..many work...assignment ,, presentation..midterm exam
n 4sure final exam
after raye i will go 4 pratical...xsabar but in the same time takot
1 and half year more to go
hope everything on the right track
can grad on time
insyALLAh

si lesung pipit...atok yg cumey...abg ensem

2008-08-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

si lesung pipit or atok yg cumey or abg encem sumone that made me happy..laugh wit his joke..always against me but still be by my side..love to have him...i dun noe wut happen to me if i loss him..but wut can said..jodoh,,pertemuan..ajal semua di tgn tuhan,,,kte hanye mampu merancang..tuhan yg menentukn nye..
masuk this month dh 4 bulan xjumpe dia...windu2 sgt2..huk..huk..br last week dgr good news dr dia yg dia ade keje kt mlk...but yesterday he said cancel...so sgt la sedey..hancur lebur hatiku..
really mish him so much...

sumone in my past

2008-08-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

a few day b4 midterm break end..saje mengatalkn diri utk mencari profile seseorg kt fs..actually this profile i try to search about 2 or 3 year b4 but xsangka plak jumpe....utk tidak menjadi tanda tanye..the owner of that profile is my ex-bf..bukan la utk gila talak ke ape..but just 4 fun..
so nk jadi kn citer,,this mamat i dh tak dgr citer dia almost 3 year.. i was shock see his profile..
he already has a new gf...actually that not the reason i was shock..
but i think he change a lot...he start smoking..pakai celak..dh mcm ghotic le plak..
from that profile,,membuat kn aku sgt la geram..coz the reason he breakup wit me..cos dia kate i change..not da person dat he noe..and i try to goda dia la..sound mcm dia ni lebai la..yg paling hurt..
bila dia kate aku cam desperate kt dia...nk pegang2 dia..and da word yg paling dingati bila dia kate..
"kte bkn muhrim,,so umpama pengang kulit babi"
ok...that da real fakta...i accept it,,,but it sgt la poyo cos dia pn bkn le alim sgt..
the main reason yg wat sgt sakit hati,,,bila dia bergamba dgn gf dia berpelok sakan...
awek sgt la sexy..mini skirt kot..baby-T..ape benda tuuu semua... klu alim sgt dulu..
bukan la nk ckp,,tp agak rase doubt gak dgn taste dia..sgt la "kapak" muka awek dia..cam tua pn ade gak...and yg mengejutkn lagi awek dia org seberang yg dtg sini utk bekerja...
but i dun care about that,,,wut i care is..da word yg pernah dia guna kn dulu..such a hypocrite person...ckp xserupa bikin...ckp benda yg xpernah aku buat...i still know,,wut i can do n wut i cant do...it hurt cos is about my dignity..and i dun care loss u...my dignity is more important than u!!!

new

2008-06-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

blog it seem new 4 me
b4 dis i think,,all da blogger hv a "lot of time"
in other word just waste their time
but latter on i found dat write in blog just a gud therapy
4 da person who really want to express their view, feeling,
moment,,neither gud or bad
so now,,i change my mind n want to join all the blogger