merdeka vs puasa

vs

hurm..
lagi 1 hari masuk 31 ogos..iaitu ulang taun kemerdekaan ke 51...but this year xrase langsung kemeriahan nya...don't know why...but seriously xde rase kemeriahan nya..cam suram je..bendera pn xbyk...pendek kate mmg xrase la nak sambut merdeka,,,different gile dgn taun lepas..may be tuuu gak menjadi satu faktor cos last year,,sambutan utk kemerdekaan sgt la di buat besar-besaran..yerlah kate ke 5o taun..jubli emas..so taun ni may be dh jadi suram...xpn da second faktor cos 1 september tuuu dh pose,,,so org cam xsemangat sgt n byk pk pasal pesiapan nk sambut ramadhan and may be satu lagi faktor penyumbangnya ,, keadaan politik yg tak menentu kt malaysia ni...ermm..ntah la..klu sebut pasal politik..xtau nk komen ape...macam2 yg terjadi..macam2 yg luar biase terjadi...i mean..benda yd xnormal terjadi..arus perdana yg pro-kerajaan,,,sampai kadang2 tu rase,,mcm media xfreedom plak...dengan isu sumpah yang berleluasa...sampai byk gile org dh bersumpah skung ni...rase nya,,,sumpah tuuu dh di main2 kn..bkn ke ade org selalu pesan
"jangan main dgn sumpah,,berdosa..nanti makan diri"..
tapi rase nya skung org xheran dgn ungkapan tuuu kot...tuu yg semua bermain dgn sumpah...ntahla...xnk comment lebey2... lambat laun kebenaran akan terbongkar gak..
ape yg penting skung...mari la siap kn diri untuk menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak...semoga taun ini..banyak memberi 1001 erti dan keberkatan dalam kte menjalani ibadah puase... marilah kte sama2 mengerjakan nya dgn penuh kesabaran dan tawaduq..
insyallah..amin

harapan tinggal harapan

hurm,,,,
harapan utk jumpe si lesung pipit hanya la tinggal harapan..
why i said so.. cos every time we all planing nk jumpe mesti xjadi..
so sgt la pasrah..ingat dpt r jumpe dia b4 pose ni..
but da answer also same..cancel...
hope sgt dpt jumpe dia b4 lik ipoh 4 pratikal or b4 raye
tapi ntah la...xberani nk kate..he busy wit his work..so wut can i said..
hanya bleh pasrah je..n tunggu,,,tunggu...tunggu n tunggu
seriously from inside of my heart i really2 mish him
just give me 4 or 5 hour to spend wit him..it is quite enough...
but the issue here...can i get it???
may be da best answer is waiting
and i hope i will not tired 4 all of dis

need a break

wah~ midterm exam dh abis..
sgt la tension...dis sem soklan semua nye "sgt lah best"
huhuhuh...
mau rehat...mau beronggeng..mau shopping..mau holiday..
mau gi oldtown white coffee.. mau jumpe si lesung pipit....
mau balik umah...mau cheese cake..mau kurus

bernafas pada udara yang sama

so happy cos si lesung pipit tetiba jadi ade keje kt mlk..
bukan sehari or seminggu but sebulan..
xsabar nye nk kuar dgn dia..windu kot.. almost 4 month xjumpe dia
i want to spend a day wit him...want to see his smile,,his joke,,hear his voice..touch his hair..
oh god...damn mish him
xsangka we all menghirup udara yg same...berdiri di negeri yg same..mandi menggunakn aliran air yg same (syarikat air melaka)..
hope dpt jumpe dia secepat mungkin
insyallah

wut a busy semester

3rd year
subject is really2 tough..many work...assignment ,, presentation..midterm exam
n 4sure final exam
after raye i will go 4 pratical...xsabar but in the same time takot
1 and half year more to go
hope everything on the right track
can grad on time
insyALLAh

si lesung pipit...atok yg cumey...abg ensem

si lesung pipit or atok yg cumey or abg encem sumone that made me happy..laugh wit his joke..always against me but still be by my side..love to have him...i dun noe wut happen to me if i loss him..but wut can said..jodoh,,pertemuan..ajal semua di tgn tuhan,,,kte hanye mampu merancang..tuhan yg menentukn nye..
masuk this month dh 4 bulan xjumpe dia...windu2 sgt2..huk..huk..br last week dgr good news dr dia yg dia ade keje kt mlk...but yesterday he said cancel...so sgt la sedey..hancur lebur hatiku..
really mish him so much...

sumone in my past

a few day b4 midterm break end..saje mengatalkn diri utk mencari profile seseorg kt fs..actually this profile i try to search about 2 or 3 year b4 but xsangka plak jumpe....utk tidak menjadi tanda tanye..the owner of that profile is my ex-bf..bukan la utk gila talak ke ape..but just 4 fun..
so nk jadi kn citer,,this mamat i dh tak dgr citer dia almost 3 year.. i was shock see his profile..
he already has a new gf...actually that not the reason i was shock..
but i think he change a lot...he start smoking..pakai celak..dh mcm ghotic le plak..
from that profile,,membuat kn aku sgt la geram..coz the reason he breakup wit me..cos dia kate i change..not da person dat he noe..and i try to goda dia la..sound mcm dia ni lebai la..yg paling hurt..
bila dia kate aku cam desperate kt dia...nk pegang2 dia..and da word yg paling dingati bila dia kate..
"kte bkn muhrim,,so umpama pengang kulit babi"
ok...that da real fakta...i accept it,,,but it sgt la poyo cos dia pn bkn le alim sgt..
the main reason yg wat sgt sakit hati,,,bila dia bergamba dgn gf dia berpelok sakan...
awek sgt la sexy..mini skirt kot..baby-T..ape benda tuuu semua... klu alim sgt dulu..
bukan la nk ckp,,tp agak rase doubt gak dgn taste dia..sgt la "kapak" muka awek dia..cam tua pn ade gak...and yg mengejutkn lagi awek dia org seberang yg dtg sini utk bekerja...
but i dun care about that,,,wut i care is..da word yg pernah dia guna kn dulu..such a hypocrite person...ckp xserupa bikin...ckp benda yg xpernah aku buat...i still know,,wut i can do n wut i cant do...it hurt cos is about my dignity..and i dun care loss u...my dignity is more important than u!!!