Wednesday, August 13, 2008

sumone in my past

a few day b4 midterm break end..saje mengatalkn diri utk mencari profile seseorg kt fs..actually this profile i try to search about 2 or 3 year b4 but xsangka plak jumpe....utk tidak menjadi tanda tanye..the owner of that profile is my ex-bf..bukan la utk gila talak ke ape..but just 4 fun..
so nk jadi kn citer,,this mamat i dh tak dgr citer dia almost 3 year.. i was shock see his profile..
he already has a new gf...actually that not the reason i was shock..
but i think he change a lot...he start smoking..pakai celak..dh mcm ghotic le plak..
from that profile,,membuat kn aku sgt la geram..coz the reason he breakup wit me..cos dia kate i change..not da person dat he noe..and i try to goda dia la..sound mcm dia ni lebai la..yg paling hurt..
bila dia kate aku cam desperate kt dia...nk pegang2 dia..and da word yg paling dingati bila dia kate..
"kte bkn muhrim,,so umpama pengang kulit babi"
ok...that da real fakta...i accept it,,,but it sgt la poyo cos dia pn bkn le alim sgt..
the main reason yg wat sgt sakit hati,,,bila dia bergamba dgn gf dia berpelok sakan...
awek sgt la sexy..mini skirt kot..baby-T..ape benda tuuu semua... klu alim sgt dulu..
bukan la nk ckp,,tp agak rase doubt gak dgn taste dia..sgt la "kapak" muka awek dia..cam tua pn ade gak...and yg mengejutkn lagi awek dia org seberang yg dtg sini utk bekerja...
but i dun care about that,,,wut i care is..da word yg pernah dia guna kn dulu..such a hypocrite person...ckp xserupa bikin...ckp benda yg xpernah aku buat...i still know,,wut i can do n wut i cant do...it hurt cos is about my dignity..and i dun care loss u...my dignity is more important than u!!!

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