Sunday, December 28, 2008

sadness


tanggal 24 disember 2008..bapak ku dimasukan ke Hospital Pantai Putri Ipoh,, risau sgt,,yer la,,seminggu sebelum dia di masukkn ke hospital,,bapak sgt la bz utk projek permulihan kilang..xpernah lekat kt umah..turun nek Kl n Kedah..sian sgt..cr duet utk kitaorg..sedey sgt..then tetiba dia masuk hospital..doc kate darah nek..may be sbb stress..riso sgt..mama xpenat menemani bapak kt sane..aku n adik beradik yg len xjemu melawat..i luv so much dad..sedey sgt bile tgk dia xbermaya di atas katil..but we'all adik beradik ttp senyum utk buat dia kuat..xtahu la ape akn terjadi pada kitaorg klu bapak xde..he's everything for me..dat time br aku sedar,,aku ni degil..selalu xdgr kate..tp bapak xpenah penat pn nk memenuhi kehendak aku..aku bersyukur sgt..moga dia dipanjang kn umur..sihat sentiasa dan aku berjanji tidak akn kecewa kan dia..insyallah..


p/s: i love so much bapak..u everything to me..i dun noe what happen to me if sumthing happen to you..i will make u proud of me..dis my promise..u r da great father in dis world
get well soon

brainScan: Aku dan Topi ajaib

haha..mesti xcaye kn kte tgk citer ni...percaya la wahai semua..actually xrancg pn nk tgk citer ni..kuar pn all da sudden je..men gamble..nk tgk bedtime story tp wa2 nye lmbt le sgt..so rembat je tgk citer ni..bayangkn nk beli tiket pn segan2..haha..pk punye lame tuu..tp dh alang2 sampai,,tgk je lah kn...ramai gak yg tgk..byk bawak family...tp jgn xcaye..citer kelako giler..pecah perot dibuat nye..men ok la utk gelak ketawa..nk happy2..tgk citer ni..sgt kelako..plg menghidup kn citer ni Zul Yahya dgn Mek ni la..diorg mmg kelako..serious...so gi la tgk..walaupn segan mau beli tiket..hahah


p/s: patot beri kredit kn Zul Yahya & Mek..kelako giler

Saturday, December 20, 2008

the day the earth stood still


this movie about an Aliens land on Earth with a message for all humans: live in peace or be destroyed.



p/s: penuh dgn msg..dlm citer ni bleh nampak ke"ego'an manusia..konon2 nye berkuasa..konon2 nye ade peralatan morden...xmendengar pendapat org....
manusia yg xsedar yg mane mereka lah punca pada kehancuran bumi..
tp tidak semua begitu..

los & faun


Los and Faun are two childhood friends who come to Kuala Lumpur to make a living.
Together they have a gift to help people find their misplaced belongings.
They soon become well-recognised and are seen on TV.
Jasmin quickly contacts them to help locate her late husband, Tuan Soffar's expensive watch. Faun tries to locate the whereabouts of the watch, but finds that his powers are strangely affected by Jasmine's presence.


p/s: citer ni walaupn xlogic cos cari jam yg harga sampai puluh2 juta..tp quality citer bermutu..
lawak dia pn bermutu..len dari yg len..xmcam lawak filem prof.A.Razak Mohaidin..
lawak basi..citer ni mmg kelako..xrugi gi tonton

Saturday, December 13, 2008

hari raya aidiladha@ hari raya korban







tanggal 8 dis 08 bersamaan dgn hari isnin seluruh umat islam menyambut hari raya aidiladha iaitu 1 lagi hari kemenangan yang disambut oleh umat islam selain drp hari raya hari raya aidiladha..
selalu nye org xkn meriahkn sgt aidiladha ni but not for me,my family and also my frenz..kitaorg memeriahkan sambutan ni..hidangan wajib wa2 ri raye ttp ade..ketupat,nasi impit,lemang,rendang,,kuah kacang n kuah lodeh..tradisi takbir raye rumah ke rumah ttp ayah aku laksanakan pada malam raya. di pagi raya plak..tradisi menziarahi kubur n sanak saudara juga dipraktik kn..begitu gak aku dgn membe2 yg len..bermula dgn rumah nana,,kemudian ke rumah aku,,tidak berenti disitu,,menziarah pula rumuh murni,,umah nadia..fatin n juga dayah.. mcm hari raya aidilfitri kami lakukan..mmg ari tuuu sgt penat+kenyang+best..kesimpulan nye disini walau apa sekali pn perayaan yg perlu di sambut oleh umat islam..mesti la kte agung2kn dan dijunjung tp biarlah dlm keadaan sederhanan tetapi meriah..cos islam sendiri tidak suka akan pembaziran..

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

destinasiku

rindumu lagi seperti semalam
kerinduan padamu tak pernah berkurang
bayangmu selalu muncul dalam hatiku
semakin aku meneka, semakin aku menangis
biarpun mengesat air mata yg mengalir
ingatan dulu asyik bermain dan muncul dalam fikiran
buat aku tak berhenti-henti menangis
pernah belajar banyak perkataan daripadamu
kini kita makin jauh dan mungkin ko melupakan ku
tapi ape kan daya,,aku hanye berserah
tuhan berikan kekuatan pada diriku ini
tunjuk kan jalan yang mana perlu ku tuju
agar aku tau destinasiku

hari terakhir bersama nass

bersama nass (sebelahku),, kak wan (dpnku) n kak ina (dpn nass)

nass,,me,,kak ina n kak ika

kesengalan kami

haha..xsempat mau possing..

actually, ni pic kitaorg ambek wa2 ari last nass berkerja kt KAMARUL HAKIMI ANSOR & PARTNERS
tahniah utk nass cos dpt jwtn assitant excutive kt Agro Bank
n tq gak cos nass byk ajr erin..
walaupn erin br 2 bulan kt sane..tp rase cam dh rapat..
will missed u..
take care n gud luck

Saturday, November 29, 2008

twilight

twilight..a movie about human fall in love with vampire.. sound impossible rite.. this kind like fantasies movie but seriously i fall in love with this movie..this movie so sweet.. so romantic.. and i want vampire as my bf..hahaha...sound funny rite?? b4 this i dun noe about this movie n i dun hv any intention to watch dis movie but my fren persuade me to accompany her..just follow..but now.. i relize i'm wrong..i fall in love with this movie..beside location that they shoot this movie so beautiful.. so i suggest,, who like fantasies movie n romantic do wacth dis movie

Thursday, November 27, 2008

untukmu selamanya

Tak pernah aku mengerti
Apa yang kini kurasakan
Kegelisahan hatiku saat ini
Ku masih merindukanmu…
Walaupun kini ku t’lah bersamanya
Tak pernah mampu kucoba lupakanmu…
Sungguh tak bisa…
Ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya
Sungguh tak sanggup…
Aku berpaling dari… mu…
Sungguh tak bisa…
Ku mencintainya ‘tuk melupakanmu
Sungguh tak sanggup…
Aku berpindah dari hatimu…

cinta dalam hati

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdir ku,
mengagumi tanpa dicintai,
tak mengapa bagi ku,
asal kau pun bahagia,
dalam hidup mu,
dalam hidup mu.

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu,
menunggu hati mu, menyambut diri ku,
tak mengapa bagi ku,
mencintai mu pun adalah bahagia untuk ku,
bahagia untuk ku.

Ku ingin kau tahu,
diri ku disini,
menanti diri mu,
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktu ku,
dan berharap,
rasa ini ‘kan abadi untuk selamanya.
Dan izinkan aku,
memeluk diri mu,
kali ini saja,
‘tuk ucapkan s’lamat tinggal untuk s’lamanya,
dan biarkan, rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

Saturday, November 22, 2008

i don't give a damn!!!!!

shitt!!!
it's seem 2nd time that happen to me!!
the same reason and the same truth i found..
i dun want to be fool anymore!!!
wut kind of game u want to play with me???
i had told many time.. be honest n tell the truth
but u always said that i nag to u!!!
i tried to be understand person..i tried to be patient
but now..wut i get??
i'm so tired to think...
if this the end and u want play this game wit me..go a head!!!
as ur wish!!! and I DON'T GIVE A DAMNNN!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

13 november 2008

tanpa di paksa,,ikhlas dari hati si dia,,tq si lesung pipit
ceria setelah di paksa..haha
posing selepas makan..muka kenyang si lesung pipit
kamo men game sy possing di belakang
si lesung pipit semangat bermain game
pas men pool..muka berpeloh-peloh

sangat happy hari ni..cos dpt jumpe si lesung pipit...dh sebulan xjumpe..akhirnye jumpa gak..actually x di plan pn..all da sudden je.. kebetulan lik malaka jap..on da way nk lik ipoh tuuu singgah jumpe dia kt srmbn..walaupn just 3 hour je but cukup berbaloi... happy dpt men pool dgn dia..men game n makan pizza bersama..tq 4 everything..tq for acompany me..tq cos penuhi kehendak sy..men pool n makan pizza..tq..tq.. n happy sgt2.. i will mish u si lesung pipit

tagged from julie

ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
- nanges puas2 then said gudbye
TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- i want to succeed in my study,world and hereafter, i want my father also succeed in his bisness.

THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
- erm,,xterpikir lagi

FOUR.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
- shopping,,travel,,kumpul harta,,simpan n kasi my dad to help his business n byr utang cos byr i nye fees study.

FIVE.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
- tak kot.. not my prinsip but klu dh jodoh mmg xbleh wat pe..

SIX.
Which do you think more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- both

SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- depends on faith,, if i found sumone better,,which is he luv me,,understand me,, why not

EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- kasi porak peranda diorgnye relationship...hahahaha...ade aku kesah!!!

NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- actor la kot..

TEN.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
- klu bleh di contact lg,,,jemput je la..tuu pn klu sudi..ape ade hal

ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
-perhaps a lawyer, a good wife as well a good mother.

TWELVE.
What's your greatest fear?
- loss my family,,my opah.

THIRTEEN.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- baik,,degil n sumtime unpredictable..hahaha

FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- can i choose married and rich?? haha

FIFTEEN.
What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- disebab kn tgh practikal bgn terus mandi la..mau gi keje

SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
- i will give my heart not physically.

SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- the best man win

EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- memafkn org sifat yg mulia dan dituntut malah boleh menjadi motivasi pada diri..tp untuk melupakan tuuu xkot..biar segar di ingatan agar menjadi peringatan.

NINETEEN.
Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
-ntah la.. dua2 ade kelebihan

TWENTY. List 5 people to tag
1.julie balik..hahaha..
2. awin..
3.bam
4.
5.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

hari-hari ku di opis

alamak...banyak nye keje..adoiii

tekun membuat keje..pekeje dedikasi

kesengalan menjadi-jadi apabila keje bertimbun

keje n keje..sale n purchase agreement!!

banyak nye file..nk start yg mane dulu??

mejaku penuh dgn file...

hurm...dh lame x meng"update" blog ni..terlalu bz n penat..so skung br la ade mase.. pic2 kt atas tuuu adlah hari-hari ku di opis..pic yg sengal..haha..ok la..akn berjumpa di len hari..














Monday, October 20, 2008

first day...

20 oct 2008...
tepat pukul 9 pg masa yg ditunggu2 telah tiba...
menjejak kn kaki di firma guaman kamarul hakimi ansor & partners..
perasaan sgt la cuak..berkenalan dgn nass and kak wan..mereka org pertama aku jumpe..then..wujud lak kak ika n kak ina..kemudia en.hakimi dan en kamarul...lawyer yh incharge aku xkelihatan..en.ansor..jam telah pn pukul 10.30 akhirnye aku dipanggil masuk ke bilik en.hakimi.
."en ansor xmasuk lg..may be lambt"..name awk sape".. "azuren"...
bersembang sekejap then ade client dtg mau jumpe en.hakimi..
duduk kembali di luar..akhirnye dalam pukul 11 br ade keje...
wat convenying- stamping,cop tarikh,isi borang stamping- then taip form 16i dr NLC...lunch mkn roti n coklat je..cos xde selera...aku baru tau firm ni byk wat convenying...huhu..dh le xminat land law..tp kene dealt dgn land law lak...adoiii...kul 4 br en ansor masuk opis...di interview sekali lagi...kne buli pn ade..haha..sabar je la..then kne wat filing semak status file...akhirnye kul 5 menjelma..wah..bersukur gile...bleh balik...jujur dari hati..sgt la sedey cos xminat conveying...rase tawar hati mau gi keje esk,,,tp akn ku cube harungi nye jua..
sampai di umah br le terasa sgt letih walaupn xbanyak keje..huhu..

p/s: moga hari esok dipermudahkan dan akan lebih ikhlas lagi
insyallah...
amin

Saturday, October 18, 2008

selesai sudah...

akhirnye...
tepat pukul 12 tgh hari td..18 oct 2008 tamat la sudah satu penyeksaan... iaitu final exam..
dgn semangat yg membara terus pulang ke ipoh...
but sebelom tuuu sempat beraya kt umah fareza,kt seremban...
then tepat kul 4.30 bertolak dr seremban menuju destinasi yg sebenar...ipoh
dan tepat pukul 7 malam..aku selamat sampai ke rumah tercinta..
happy sgt..tp penat hanye tuhan je la yg tau..mane x nye..tido xcukup..
semalam just tido 3 jam je..kul 5 pg dh bgn study..huhu..drive td sgt le lelong..
bahaye betul..but sib bek selamat gak sampai..
erm,,dis monday dh start legal attachment...
so sgt la berdebar-debar..hope everything will be find... berjalan lancar n dipermudahkan..
dan moga semua org di legal firm tuu baik2 belaka..
amin..

Friday, October 17, 2008

will be missing u melacca

eyes on Malacca

night in Malacca

tomorrow my last paper 4 my final exam 1st sem 3rd year...
and tomorrow also i will go back to my hometown n do my legal attachment there which mean i will not around Malacca until February...
i will mish Malacca very much...
almost 3 year I'm here ,starting june 2005...
can said melacca like my 2nd home..
even sumtime i was nag about how difficult to find store that me n my freanz wanted to eat,, how borring melacca is...how hot melacca is and ect..start tomorrow i think i will mish melacca and my frenz as well cos we all eat together,,laugh together,,,cries together,,,learn together,,, go to class together,,,gosip together...
all of this i will mish..

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

cintaku

Cinta Ku
by
erry putra

Andai...
Kau masih ingin jua
Memilih aku untuk...Mu..

Oh..Andai..
Kau masih ingin jua
Memilih hati
akan ku setia...

Sampai nanti ku menunggu

Telah kau tahu...
Cinta ku..
hanya lah untuk mu..
Selama.. hayat ku..Wooo

Hanya padamu
Kasihku..
Segalanya untukmu
Hanya kau sayangku..Woo ooo

Sejak mula ku temukan hati mu wooooo
Cintaku...

Telah kau tahu...
Cinta ku..
hanya lah untuk mu..
Selama.. hayat ku..Wooo

Hanya padamu
Kasihku..
Segalanya untukmu
Hanya kau sayangku..Woo ooo


one more paper...

1st:LAW&IT,2nd:LAND LAW,3rd:COMPANY LAW,
4th:EQUITY&TRUST

erm...
alhamdullilah...
2nd last paper,,,equity&trust telah selamat aku harungi.. berbebekalkn ilmu yg di ajar & ulangkaji ku yg xterhingga...aku dapat menjawab soklan exam dgn tenang,,,tapi betul atau salah jawapan nye,,,ituu aku xtau..dh buat uh terbaek..walaupn tetiba terlupa bawak id card...sib bek still bleh ambek exam,,,ganti dgn ic..cuak sekajap td..skung...tinggal 1 paper l, public international law, 18 oct 2008 9pm-12pm...then akn terus lik ipoh cos 20 oct 2008 dh start practical...no holiday..huk..huk.. T_T...tp problem nye skung last paper la yg akn membuat kn lagi malas mau study cos pale dh ingat mau balik...
aku harap aku dpt melalui dugaan ituu...4 paper dh aku lalui.. ni kn pulak paper terakhir...jadi aku xbleh berputus asa.. akn ku berjuang hingga ke titisan dakwan pen yg terakhir..
insyallah...
amin

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

study,,,study...study...


hurm,,,wut can i said... aku ader 2 paper lagi 4 my final exam...which is equity&trust law and another one.. public international law.. and tommorow my equity paper...rase nye macam dh xsanggup nk ambek exam...otak ni macm dh jammed but wutever pn aku still kene study gak,,,arghh...tension nye...dun noe y,,,dis sem sgt2 la mencabar dr segi assgmt nye..,presentation...soklan midterm n ofcouse final exam la.... rase nye waktu exam ni aku byk gile ambek caffein ...klu ade test caffein dlm badan,,,sure aku nye kuantiti caffein byk giler...mane x nye...bgn pagi utk study dh minum nescafe,,,xnk kasi ngantok la kn..huhuhu..can consider cam setiap hari aku ambik caffein...huhuhu... oleh itu...utk abes kn exam ni...jawapan nye aku kene study...study...study.. walaupn otak dh jammed...
chaiyok2

p/s: ya Allah ya tuhan ku,, ko berila kekuatan pada ku untuk mengharungi duagaan exam didunia ini...ko permudahankan la nye..ko beri la ingatan yg kuat pada ku.. amin

Friday, October 10, 2008

tamat la sudah azab land law 1

2nd paper was done...which is land law BDL3614...
paper yg sgt membuat ku xlalu makan,, xlena tido,,give up..wanna cries ...
sebelum masuk main hall td dh pk mau ambek mc.. nanti gi 1st attempt je...
but bile teringat kate2 si lessung pipit...
"when u read,,u will know how to do,,besides u dh study...i believe in u"....
so aku kuat kn semangat..
melangkah dgn penuh harapan dan tawakal ilmu yg aku study menjadi bekalan..
aku redha...alhamdullilah aku lalui nye...
cume betul @ salah jawapannya, aku tidak tau...
aku sudah cube yg terbaek.. tq to all my frenz.... ur support made me strong...
ucapan terima kaseh xterhingga utk si lesung pipit ku...
yg xhenti2 beri semangat..layan aku menangis..teman aku study sampai lewat malam walaupn dia penat+mengantok..
sedia menalifon ku...pagi2 kejut utk study...
wish gud luck sebelom gi exam...tanye khabo seleps exam....
tq so much my cayunk...tq 4 always be by my side...
u made me strong n think twice...
tq so much...
a lot of love 4 u..

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

final exam oh final exam...

BLT3614 LaW & INFORMAtion TEchnoLoGy 1 3 08/10/2008 ACR1001 9am

1 paper was done...4 paper more to go...
by da way sgt la ssh paper td...ntah la..aku pn xtau nk kate pe...
aku just buat je..udah le xcukup mase..
hadoi...pening2...hope ms Manique baik hati la...kasi aku pass..
malas betul mau ambek supp paper..tuuu pn klu bleh ambek supp...
buat nye carrymafk aku below 25 xker masak tuuu...
adoiii pening...
erm,,,malas mau pk dh..benda dh lepas..
.mau focus land law plak pas ni...
tuu lagi 1 pening pale...
wargg...
tension nye...
ya Allah,, berilah hamba mu ni kekuatan utk tempuhan dugaan yg diberi
terangkan la hati hamba mu ini agar aku dpt menjawab dgn lancar
amin..

Monday, October 6, 2008

5 october 2008

berposing di dlm keta bersama si lesung pipit

pose comey dr si lesung pipit

Tanggal 5 october 2008 tepat jam 1.30 tengah hari,
akhir nya penantian selama 6 bulan tidak sia-sia...
si lesung pipit ku temui...
happy xterkate...destinasi pertama..mambau,srbn..

kemudian bergerak ke jayajusco sermban...
berkaraoke..bergelak-ketawa..makan bersama...
walaupn masa sgt terhad tp cukup utk aku melepas kn kerinduan...
akhirnya doa ku termakbul...
alhamdualillah

Thursday, September 25, 2008

raye...final exam...legal attachment

25 ramadhan...
tepat pukul 2.o5 tgh hari
aku telah sampai ke kpg halaman yg tercinta di ipoh..
penat sungguh perjalanan..
sedar xsedar lagi 5 hari umat islam nk menyambut syawal..
tp aku xde rase pn nak raye cos taun ni ekonomi sgt la meleset,,
dgn final exam lagi then legal attachment lak..
so dis year aku beraya dgn buku..
org balik kpg bwk buah tangan tp aku bawak balik buku & note yg sebeban...
huhuh..dh nasib ape nak buat..
hope aku pass semua pada exam kali ni...
amin..

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

happy

yeah,,,
finally dpt gak dgr sore si buchuk..terubat rasenye windu...
walaupun hp si buchuk xok lg but dia guna 2nd hp...happy..happy..
erm,,2morow mama n bapak sampai mlk...so dis thurday dh bleh balik ipoh...
warg,,,seronok nye..bleh makan masakn mak,,,
jumpe kakak+ abg faizal,,abg + kak farah ,,adik,, bilah,,danish n darwish...
but xbleh happy sgt cos kne study...chaiyok2!!!...
by da way semalam gi buke pose kt Le Garden, dataran Pahlawan , melaka.
mkn buffe rm28.80..ok la..
worth it gak..makanan pn sedap..
sgt la kenyang semalam..
huhuhu...

Sunday, September 21, 2008

lonely

hurm...
i feel lonely
without your voice..
without your joke...
without your laugh ...

p/s: hope ur hand phone will be use soon as possible

Saturday, September 20, 2008

dugaan

huhuh...
hp si buchuk sy rosak...
uwarg...sedey nye xbleh nk dgr sore dia... nk msg pn xbleh..
hope hp tuuu cepat sembuh..
by da way sgt kesian kt dia lately ni..byk gile kuar duet..
dompet hilang..dh kena wat ic baru=rm200, lesen=rm30, ATm card..
cian nye..almost rm300 dia kene spend..padahal dia simpan duet tuu 4 shopping raye..
ni plak,,hp dia rosak..sungguh byk dugaan..
erm,,,itulah dinamakan lumrah kehidupan..

p/s:mungkin ade hikmah di sebalik ape yg terjadi,, oleh itu, redha aja atas ape yg terjadi
mungkin kebaikan akan menanti,,,insyallah..
moga ari ini akan lebih baik dari ari semalam...amin...
insyallah

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

kebimbangan

hurm..
dis sem sgt la menakot kn...so far yg boleh di bangga kn dgn markah midterm cume lah subject equity and trust law...yg len tuuu so so je..but paling disappointed subject land law..aku fail n markah ku sgt la teruk...ingat nk drop je subject tuuu but xleh drop cos dh due date..nk xnk aku kne ambik gak paper tuuu...dh penat pikir dh..tambah2 dgn lecturer yg mmg suka fail kn org,,,aku dh mcm give up...tp aku tau aku xbleh give up demi bapak n mama..aku akn cube...tp serious aku takot sgt dgn subject tuuu...dh sah2 klu aku fail final aku xbleh ambik supp cos course work aku above 25..huhuh...sgt teruk..serious i wanna die..
but sib bek iman ni kuat.. aku akn cube struggle n tawakal ...
only god can help me..and i believe on that..
allah maha mendengar..
ku panjat kn doa ke hadrat mu ya-Allah..bantu la hamba mu ini...
amin..

Friday, September 12, 2008

ku ingin kamu

Demi semua yang aku jalani bersamamu
Kuingin engkau jadi milikku
kuingin kau disampingku
Tanpa dirimu ku hanya manusia tanpa cinta
Dan hanya dirimu yang bisa
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Monday, September 8, 2008

wrong assumption

hahaha..
once again i made a wrong assumption...
2 la masalah klu terlalu paranoid sgt..kn dh tersalah anggap...
xpasal2 sedey sorang2..haha..kelakar la...erm,,,bila la bleh buang tabiat meragui org ni...teruk betul.. xpasal2 miserable..huhuhuh.. tuu la padahnya suka pikir bukan2..isk2..ntah bila la nk berubah..suka sgt berfikiran negative..huhuhu.. erm,,,
hope pas ni everything will be fine...
come...come..come happiness and go go go away sadness..
hehehe..

Sunday, September 7, 2008

jebat

dun know why
...bila ade problem..mesti ingat kt dia..
jebat yg berada jauh nun di perantauan..
mish u so much,, jebat..
may be dh terbiase dia selalu muncul bila aku ade masalah...he always made me happy and smile wit his joke..
event xpernah bersua.... tu xmenjadi penghalang hubungan kami..mane x nye dh 2 taun aku kenal dia... serious mish him so much..
i will pray that one day we will meet..
insyallah..

isn't the end???

hurm...
isn't the end??? tired to think..
if let say,,, it was the end...please made in proper way... i will accept it..
don't silent like this... u made me crazy to think and my life miserable
but from deep in side of my heart..
i don't want to end it!!!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

why@ kenapa???

....why so difficult to understand my heart??...
susah sgt ke nk memahami aku???
i just made a simple request...
ssh sgt ke??
why..why...why..
so disappointed
huhu

Friday, September 5, 2008

malas...malas...malas...

arhgggg...
kemalasan sedang melanda diri.. teruk nye perangai...huhuhu..
padahal byk wa2 terluang.. bleh je study utk final exam,,tp dok senang- lenang je...
oohh tidak... wut happen to me.. why i so lazy this sem... mcm mane nk score ni...
adoii..teruk betul...
makin lame makin menjadi-jadi perangai malas ni...
agak nye ade x tips utk xmalas??
huhuhu..

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

finally

finaly,,setelah 5 jam perjalanan akhirnya sampai gak kt melaka..
huhuh..pas ni..kembali kesedia kala...iaitu...gi class..wat assignment...wat presentation..and makan nasi bungkus...huhuh...buhsah nye!!! but wut to do..kena la harungi nye gak... cukup selama 5 hari dh rest...so it's time to study!!! ...no more malas2..

p/s: finally si lesung pipit call me..so bleh kate my assumption 2 merepek..perasaan je yg suka pikir bukan2...please go away that feeling =]

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

why i have dis feeling..

dun know y,,,i have dis feeling,,,
1st: rase cam dh jauh dgn dia...
2nd: i wanted to see sumone in my past,,which mean si mangkuk ayun tuuu la(r3^^y)

berbalik pade 1st feeling tuu,,aku selalu rase cam tuu bila si dia balik kpg...dun know y..and selalu ade rs doubt kt dia..mesti xnk percaya..cam ne yek nk buang perasaan tuuu??...yerlah..org kate dlm relationship kepercayaan tuu penting...klu dh xde kepercayaan tuuu yg jadi kacau-bilau...then mesti rase yg dia mesti xakn ingt kt aku bila dia kt sane...actually xnk pikir benda2 cam tuu..kadang tuu cume perasaan je but i cant stop thinking that he will cheat on me or hv sumone else..huhuhu...dont now y got this feeling...huhu...may b aku terlalu fobia dgn experience yg dh lepas..huhu..oh god..please help me..show me the right way...amin

for da 2nd feeling lak...can say mcm aku ni xleh lupa kn dia lak..tp nk ikot kn aku xnk pun dgn dia..but aku cam ade agenda lain dat y aku nk jumpe dia.. saje nk tunjukn yg aku bleh hidup tanpa dia n i have a better life then him..but membe2 aku semua kate xyah jumpe dia..ntah la...aku rase dgn cr ni...aku bleh delete terus ingatan aku kt dia..mungkin cara org lain berbeza dgn aku..aku xtau nape aku yakin,,klu aku jumpe dia,,aku akn rase lega n ingatan aku bersama dia akn terhapus keseluruhan nya..tambah pula,,aku suka nk tgk muka org yg rase serba salah ni...aku xmintak pn dia minta maap kt aku..yerlah kate ego...tp aku mmg terasa nk jumpe dia..lagi pn aku rase dia mcm dh berubah sgt..tp ape yg aku bleh wat.. tu hidup dia,,aku xde kene mengena pn dgn hidup dia..skung ni aku just pikir pasal hidup aku je..
so oleh itu,,, aku nk jumpe dia utk membuang sisa2 memori aku dgn dia supaya aku bleh hidup dgn aman n tenteram..

Monday, September 1, 2008

RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK

1 September telah menjelma,,maka dgn rasmi la telah masuk 1 ramadhan...dimana umat islam seluruh dunia mengerjakan ibadah berpuasa... ada sedikit ungkapan2 puitis disini...

"jika semua harta adalah racun, maka zakatlah penawarnya..
jika kesalahan umur adalah dosa, maka taubatlah ubatnya dan
jika sepuluh bulan adalah noda maka ramadhan lah pemutihnya dan
doa la agar kte sebagai umat islam berubah menjadi hamba Allah yang lebey baik"

pantun:

syaaban pergi tidak terasa
ingatan murni pada yang ada
bersihkan jiwa sabar berpuasa
ramadhan membawa pahala berganda

selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak,, moga di bulan ini kte dpat mengerjakan ibadah puase dgan penuh ketaatan dan juga tawaduq...
isyAllah...amin

Friday, August 29, 2008

merdeka vs puasa


vs


hurm..
lagi 1 hari masuk 31 ogos..iaitu ulang taun kemerdekaan ke 51...but this year xrase langsung kemeriahan nya...don't know why...but seriously xde rase kemeriahan nya..cam suram je..bendera pn xbyk...pendek kate mmg xrase la nak sambut merdeka,,,different gile dgn taun lepas..may be tuuu gak menjadi satu faktor cos last year,,sambutan utk kemerdekaan sgt la di buat besar-besaran..yerlah kate ke 5o taun..jubli emas..so taun ni may be dh jadi suram...xpn da second faktor cos 1 september tuuu dh pose,,,so org cam xsemangat sgt n byk pk pasal pesiapan nk sambut ramadhan and may be satu lagi faktor penyumbangnya ,, keadaan politik yg tak menentu kt malaysia ni...ermm..ntah la..klu sebut pasal politik..xtau nk komen ape...macam2 yg terjadi..macam2 yg luar biase terjadi...i mean..benda yd xnormal terjadi..arus perdana yg pro-kerajaan,,,sampai kadang2 tu rase,,mcm media xfreedom plak...dengan isu sumpah yang berleluasa...sampai byk gile org dh bersumpah skung ni...rase nya,,,sumpah tuuu dh di main2 kn..bkn ke ade org selalu pesan
"jangan main dgn sumpah,,berdosa..nanti makan diri"..
tapi rase nya skung org xheran dgn ungkapan tuuu kot...tuu yg semua bermain dgn sumpah...ntahla...xnk comment lebey2... lambat laun kebenaran akan terbongkar gak..
ape yg penting skung...mari la siap kn diri untuk menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak...semoga taun ini..banyak memberi 1001 erti dan keberkatan dalam kte menjalani ibadah puase... marilah kte sama2 mengerjakan nya dgn penuh kesabaran dan tawaduq..
insyallah..amin

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

harapan tinggal harapan

hurm,,,,
harapan utk jumpe si lesung pipit hanya la tinggal harapan..
why i said so.. cos every time we all planing nk jumpe mesti xjadi..
so sgt la pasrah..ingat dpt r jumpe dia b4 pose ni..
but da answer also same..cancel...
hope sgt dpt jumpe dia b4 lik ipoh 4 pratikal or b4 raye
tapi ntah la...xberani nk kate..he busy wit his work..so wut can i said..
hanya bleh pasrah je..n tunggu,,,tunggu...tunggu n tunggu
seriously from inside of my heart i really2 mish him
just give me 4 or 5 hour to spend wit him..it is quite enough...
but the issue here...can i get it???
may be da best answer is waiting
and i hope i will not tired 4 all of dis

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

need a break

wah~ midterm exam dh abis..
sgt la tension...dis sem soklan semua nye "sgt lah best"
huhuhuh...
mau rehat...mau beronggeng..mau shopping..mau holiday..
mau gi oldtown white coffee.. mau jumpe si lesung pipit....
mau balik umah...mau cheese cake..mau kurus

bernafas pada udara yang sama

so happy cos si lesung pipit tetiba jadi ade keje kt mlk..
bukan sehari or seminggu but sebulan..
xsabar nye nk kuar dgn dia..windu kot.. almost 4 month xjumpe dia
i want to spend a day wit him...want to see his smile,,his joke,,hear his voice..touch his hair..
oh god...damn mish him
xsangka we all menghirup udara yg same...berdiri di negeri yg same..mandi menggunakn aliran air yg same (syarikat air melaka)..
hope dpt jumpe dia secepat mungkin
insyallah

Sunday, August 17, 2008

wut a busy semester

3rd year
subject is really2 tough..many work...assignment ,, presentation..midterm exam
n 4sure final exam
after raye i will go 4 pratical...xsabar but in the same time takot
1 and half year more to go
hope everything on the right track
can grad on time
insyALLAh

Thursday, August 14, 2008

si lesung pipit...atok yg cumey...abg ensem


si lesung pipit or atok yg cumey or abg encem sumone that made me happy..laugh wit his joke..always against me but still be by my side..love to have him...i dun noe wut happen to me if i loss him..but wut can said..jodoh,,pertemuan..ajal semua di tgn tuhan,,,kte hanye mampu merancang..tuhan yg menentukn nye..
masuk this month dh 4 bulan xjumpe dia...windu2 sgt2..huk..huk..br last week dgr good news dr dia yg dia ade keje kt mlk...but yesterday he said cancel...so sgt la sedey..hancur lebur hatiku..
really mish him so much...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

sumone in my past

a few day b4 midterm break end..saje mengatalkn diri utk mencari profile seseorg kt fs..actually this profile i try to search about 2 or 3 year b4 but xsangka plak jumpe....utk tidak menjadi tanda tanye..the owner of that profile is my ex-bf..bukan la utk gila talak ke ape..but just 4 fun..
so nk jadi kn citer,,this mamat i dh tak dgr citer dia almost 3 year.. i was shock see his profile..
he already has a new gf...actually that not the reason i was shock..
but i think he change a lot...he start smoking..pakai celak..dh mcm ghotic le plak..
from that profile,,membuat kn aku sgt la geram..coz the reason he breakup wit me..cos dia kate i change..not da person dat he noe..and i try to goda dia la..sound mcm dia ni lebai la..yg paling hurt..
bila dia kate aku cam desperate kt dia...nk pegang2 dia..and da word yg paling dingati bila dia kate..
"kte bkn muhrim,,so umpama pengang kulit babi"
ok...that da real fakta...i accept it,,,but it sgt la poyo cos dia pn bkn le alim sgt..
the main reason yg wat sgt sakit hati,,,bila dia bergamba dgn gf dia berpelok sakan...
awek sgt la sexy..mini skirt kot..baby-T..ape benda tuuu semua... klu alim sgt dulu..
bukan la nk ckp,,tp agak rase doubt gak dgn taste dia..sgt la "kapak" muka awek dia..cam tua pn ade gak...and yg mengejutkn lagi awek dia org seberang yg dtg sini utk bekerja...
but i dun care about that,,,wut i care is..da word yg pernah dia guna kn dulu..such a hypocrite person...ckp xserupa bikin...ckp benda yg xpernah aku buat...i still know,,wut i can do n wut i cant do...it hurt cos is about my dignity..and i dun care loss u...my dignity is more important than u!!!

Thursday, June 5, 2008

new

blog it seem new 4 me
b4 dis i think,,all da blogger hv a "lot of time"
in other word just waste their time
but latter on i found dat write in blog just a gud therapy
4 da person who really want to express their view, feeling,
moment,,neither gud or bad
so now,,i change my mind n want to join all the blogger